When you suddenly feel....

Why am I not tired today? I've had a long day. I worked hard, I met a good friend, my mind has been buzzing with work today; then why am I not tired today? I suddenly feel I can't sleep.


Sometimes, it's 'nothing' that keeps you going. More often it's 'nothing' that holds you back. Just like at this moment. When I write a blog, there is nothing for which I am writing, yet it's nothing that stops me from writing. I suddenly pick up my laptop and start typing.


When I see someone; why do I feel love? why do I feel put off? why do I feel sorry or any other strong reaction? Isn't it sudden?


You don't know why you feel this way. You don't know when you started feeling this way. How are you going to deal with it? What exactly is this feeling? Where do you plant the roots of this feeling.


Words are not enough. They never were and they never will be. How can a few limited lakhs of words even begin to describe the gazillions of thoughts and emotions we experience in a our lifetime. Not fair. But I want to write. So I will have to find a way to try and say what I want to say.


So here goes.


Sometimes, when you suddenly feel...